holding on

its almost two weeks now.  

hate to say, but i miss u seremban.

HAHAKH!

can deny, i laughed alot here, can deny there's so many pretty gals besides.

hey, this post meant to say that i'm strong enough.  kn?

but it sounded like i'm pleasing myself.

*sigh

its quite a day, its tiring, i'm sickening.

i cant lie, i hate it when it comes.

i hate something not okay with this body.

the pulse rate is lower.  

average should be 60 above i guess, but.

mine is below.  

it reach to 40, and its worrying.

hope i can recover, cause its frightening to feel like dying.