one on four, i pick

susah tawu?  susah untuk kau paham kan aku.

situasi aku, aku tak punya yang sejantina, aku cume ade mereka.

sipolan-polan lah yang teman aku, sipolan-polan lah.

semua di sini, sunyi, sipolan-polan lah yang teman.

susah tawu kalau kau rase begitu.

aku ape daye, aku tak mampu, aku tak tamak.

aku pilih kau atau sipolan-polan?

aku tak nak memilih, tu perit.

sipolan, kau dah banyak ade, susah senang.

aku tumpang, aku gembire, aku sedih, semua aku rase.

kau tawu, aku gembire, kau ade.  :')

aku ape aje, aku tak punye saing sejantina.

aku cume berdakap dengan yang tentangan aku.

cube kau dengar ye sipolan, kau dah banyak ade.

aku nangis,

aku gembire,

merah tu aku, kuning tu sipolan.

even satu aku, 4 kau, tak ape, tetap tak ape.

aku sekejap je, aku tumpang je, tap aku dapat banyak.

aku suke gelak, sipolan tetap buat lawak.

aku akan rindu sipolan, percaye lah.

kalau boleh aku nak jadi kuning, aku tak nak selalu asing.

aku nak jadi biasa, tak selalu luar biasa.

aku nak macam tu lh aku kate.

hmm.

NEVER

ridiculously saying.  

i have no girlfriends.  *sigh

from a kiddo, home always been matters.

parting me from those girls at school.

sometimes, i regret it much.

why do i have to go there, its far, way too far from home.

hehh, it was ok, for while.

but as i grew bigger, i realized that im way far from peeps.

hey, i live in different area, and schooling at different part?

what lh.  *sigh

now as im getting bigger, and on my way to adult life, 

i found that distance has parted me.  goshh.

i always wanted this way.

i always wanted to be with girls.

where you can hang around and chill and chit chatting.

that glass is broken

i haven't seen u for almost two years, n i'm missing u.

dear, how could u leave me while i'm still a baby to myself?

hahh, u have save your life, and my dying to go over it.

life is hard, i can tell, cause i'm facing it now.

i've no wings, i lost one, its hard for me to fly now.

DAD, can u come back home?

i need u.

i haven't seen u, hear u, feel u, for quite a days.

i've been thinking, how it would be if you are here now.

i just can't face this, i'm alone, i feel so left out.

don't you know, it could be easier for me if you were around?

i can show u the best in me, i'm a uni student now.

i scored in finals, i've license now.

i can drive u anywhere, we could travel together.

_____ like we use to.

:'(

different city every nite

its been awhile since my last post.  

life is pretty fair to me.  argghhh, i couldn't bother much.

owh, through this, i've experience bundle of joy, and cry.

nahh, its nothing, its just emotions.

i've spent this whole semester break fully.

i enjoy days at stall, i enjoy having trip at genting.

owh, too much wasting, and too much spend.

but its ok, its worth it.

HHAHHAHHAHAKH!

*padahal kau ske boros.

ok, lost my words.  so, that's why, blogger never been my hobby.

its like its getting on my nerves, every time i write something.

yess, i love my family, friends and foes.  :D