fuck up

kalau kite cantik, kalau kite kurus, kalau kite handsome, kalau kite gagah, kalau kite style, kalau kite cool, kalau kite hebat, sume orang pun suke. haihh, kenape plak?  aku penat, lelah, ikut care kau.  kau mungkin dah tak same, aku kene terime.  yess, kau happy, aku jelez.  aku ganggu hidup kau.  mungkin tu yang kau fikir.  aku pun kene terime, x ckp ape2.

realities, no one really matters.  hey, its been way too far from what you really are. i cant possibly tell who you are now.  you've change, A LOT. things get pretty awful now, you with bunch of somebody, gud2. stop, stop care bout you, that what should i do.  but hello, i cant.
we grew together, we laughed together, we both get caught by mommys, we get scolded, we hate each other, we love each other, and we silent.  as years past, as the memory grows, i now realize that things change. you and me, faced the same phrase of life.  you and me faced different state of situations, different environment, different problems.
hello, its not the them2 thing that matter, but its the you2 thing.
yess, YOU.  i wish you could understand.

for the same reasons, im hating you now and then.
but yet, i cant stop by loving you till the end.
love twins, we grew together, and so we do grew apart.

awesome. 

i cant barely think what have we become now and then.  yess2, we both know that we love each other.  for some mistakes that i didnt realize, for some troubles that i caused you both, im sorry.  deeply.

i hate it when we are now apart.  god, how i miss us.